December 1

This was a tough year.

kristydziukala:

Wow, this year has slipped right through my fingers.  It feels like just yesterday I was best friends with confetti, a bottle of champagne, jello shots, tears, any alcoholic beverage, pretending to be a mom on the phone so someone could stay and party, calling my dad completely wasted and dropping the FBOMB numerous times, destroying my friends house and not even bother to help clean in the morning when it was ALL ME, doing kart wheels in the snow barefoot, and lastly becoming meeting face to face with my worst enemy “the toilet”.  Didn’t I JUST celebrate new years? Tomorrow is already December. Where did this year go? I’m happy it’s almost over though.  2009 was NOT my year. I can’t wait to start over in 2010.  I wish there was a way to just erase the existance of the year 2009, all it brought to me was stress and tears.  A fresh start is what I need.  Throw away all my clothes, maybe get a new look?  I’m not sure yet.  JUST START OVER. MOVE FORWARD. If only it was THAT easy.  I can’t wait to spend the last day of 2009 in a way I WILL NEVER REMEMBER. I want to leave 2009 the same way I entered it.

 Oh my god, I am crying. I love you so so much! New years last year was amazing, even if I dont remember most of it. Destroying my house was hilarious, I still find confetti in hidden places.. Dont forget covering my windows with construction paper, that kid peeing on my door, mac sleeping in the bathroom, random people showing up I didnt even know, my smashed window, blinds were broken, all time low was blasting. I will NEVER forget all of that. GOODBYE 2009 & being a crazy teenager, HELLO 2010, and being a crazy adult.. we are almost into a new decade and I cannot believe it. To anyone I ever met in my 19 years, thank you for making me the person I am today :) Goal this year: Be myself, dont let anyone ruin that. Dress how I wanna dress, do what I wanna do. Get healthy & get a tattoo? Hmm. We will see what this year brings, & I pray that it is a lot of good.

  1. jessmitch reblogged this from kristydziukala and added:
    EXCUSEEEE MEEEEE!! I think you both forgot about the 5some that went down also! hahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...
  2. kristydziukala reblogged this from megkadlu and added:
    New years was so fun and I HONESTLY thought 2009 was going to be the best year ever. I don’t want to be 20 but I want it...
  3. megkadlu reblogged this from kristydziukala and added:
    am crying. I love you so so much! New years last year...amazing, even if I dont remember...
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