November 12

I hate being judged.

I realized today that there are people out there that will only give you the time of day because of first impressions. I, however, am terrible at first impressions, often second ones and so on. Until I’m around someone for a long period of time, or someone who is easy to talk to, I cant break out of my shell because Im naturally shy. I can instantly talk for hours with some people & thats exactly why I love my close friends and my family. They don’t judge me, they bring out the best in me. People who brag about not caring what people think or whining about how others aren’t genuine are often the ones that care the most and are the most fake. I just try to be myself and people tell me that Im weird all the time, but Im not going to change. I still, and always will care a little & have a few kinks to iron out, but Im still young & there is plenty of time to figure myself out. Sheesh, Its nice to vent, even if noone reads it (:

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